I am walking away. Again.

I dont like to be taken for granted.
I dont like you to change your mind because I am leaving.

And I hate to be cancelled on, again, after you changed your mind. I hate it that I am so hung up about it.

Well there is only one thing I can do. And what I will continue to do.
Walking away. Good bye. I am afraid a closure is what I cannot give.

Thank you for all your help. Thank you for everything you have done. And I am sorry for making things complicated.

I am walking away

There is too much insincerity in my life.
Too many words.
Too little bullshit.
There is too much bullshit.

Words are easy and cheap.
Actions are too hard and rare.

People may not intentionally be spitting out bullshit.
They may have nice intentions.
They may not be deliberately spouting empty words.
But well intended and nice they may be.
Clueless they may be.
Empty words are exactly what they are.
Bullshit.

I am tired.
My time is better served focusing on what is essential.
Putting action to words.

My life is too short to wait around for the meaningless words.

My passion is being extinguished by each and every one of these empty promises.

I am choosing to live my life my way.
I do not want to be another person.

So I am choosing to walk away.
I am now examining my exit options.
Taking the best path.

I am walking away and for the better.
But as I walk away, I will remember to spot bullshit from far.

Craig David - I am walking away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YCXJcoCBGI

Frank Sinatra - My Way
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1tGdoA6mCc

Limp Bizkit - My Way
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dn8vzTsnPps